Drinking at Sal’s Place

Imagine the sky folded
under your arm like a newspaper,

the stories written in a language
you always meant to learn and never did.

Why bother to even open it?
If you come with me to Sal’s Place,

the faces of the daytime drinkers
will contain as much news as there is.

It’s like my wife said,
at least I think it was my wife,

I was fond of pictures but now
the nails on the wall are quite enough.

Howie Good


The Last Whiskey

So what brings you here?
And why after everybody else
has been and gone?

I do not know,
it replies.

I was just told
to be here at one a.m.
and finish the job.

John Grey


My Old Car

Your pink hair
swaying back and forth
in my first car
meeting with the bass and tumbling
back towards the seat
while I tried not to notice
at least too forthcoming
the see-through shirt
sprouting unearthly tits
or the lines you drew up
in between head bobs
on the armrest seperating us.

Joseph Veronneau


The first step out
the fairground front gate
and all the emotions rush back
like banished demons
and blood
to the head.

Agitation takes on the tempo
of colored
seizure lights,
and the smell
of horse shit,
and corndogs.

The Tilt-o-Whirl scrambled
my senses
and sexual organs.

I think they speak a lot
about the human condition,
Eager to enter,
relieved to leave-
we let our guts get eaten
by ring-toss conmen
and pictures
of five-legged

Abigail Beaudelle


Noisy Neighbour

The woman in the flat above me keeps have obscenely loud orgasms
and I mean loud, gratuitous orgasms
those full-throated, high-pitched, head-thrown-back, breathless climaxes you usually only see in porn movies.
Sometimes she screams ‘oh god!’, ‘oh god’, sometimes ‘ohhhhh fuck!’ ‘ohhhh fuck!’, sometimes – ‘fuckingggggg helllllllllll’, ‘fuckinggggg helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!’
and I sit and wonder –
‘exactly what is he doing to her?’
‘or what is she doing to herself?’

I regularly eat my wife out for over half an hour AND I’ve bought her a Rampant Rabbit Vibrator and I never get that result.
What do I have to do exactly?
and how is it fair and democratic that a woman should be capable of such orgasms and a man should happen to get intimate with her?
She is like one of those ‘Stepford Wives’. Seriously, she could shatter glass … .
Now, I’ve started asking my Wife to groan louder when we have sex –

‘Come on’ I’m snapping ‘sound like you’re enjoying it’
or –
‘Oh yeah, louder baby’
or –
‘I really like it when you groan’

None of which works. She just comes with her little feminine gasp and a shudder. Whatever I do.
She keeps saying – ‘I’m very satisfied with you as a lover’ and I keep replying –
‘Well I am not. I sound less of a man than that guy upstairs’

I mean why can’t she be loud just for me? Everything was fine before. But now … sex is a struggle to complete.

A totally impossible Olympic hurdle of a motherfucker.



Haddam Meadows memory

Sometimes I miss
making Jack Daniels
candy by mixing it with
instant pink lemonade

sleeping in my
beat tent with
coat hanger stakes

dirty clothes
to keep me warm

charring stolen steaks
on a refrigerator grill
over deadwood fire,

enough cash from
gathered cans
for my next
pack of

Yvon Cormier


Ian Curtis

Sylvia Plath


Erek Smith



My father pisses in bottles
he hangs by their handles
on the rail of a stainless steel pushcart:
a bedside table that holds a lamp,
2 liter bottle of Coke,
broken alarm clock,
roll of toilet paper,
and T.V. remote.

I sit in a chair by his bed,
stare at the muted T.V.,
try to think of something to say,
ignore the foul odor
of his unbathed body
I need to wash
and bottles of piss
I need to empty again.

He sucks on a peppermint,
because I won’t give him a cigarette,
because I made him get a triple bypass
five years ago
so he wouldn’t die,

Paula Ray


ring! ring! ring!

i adjust my top-hat and max’s cat extends
her hand and signs my wrist in parallel lines
of blood like poetry and she bounds onto the sofa
and leaps into the haze of 7 torched blunts

and i remove my aviators and squint into the black lights
at room’s black meaning while in the kitchen
a champagne bottle booms like artillery and discharges
foam onto the linoleum and drowns the blasting death metal

and the ceiling twists towards me and max’s sudden
smile hits and he mutilates me like a cheese-grater. and
you, you ridiculous woman, you expect me to call you back?

D.C. Porter



He knew he had
handed me
I cut off his

But I still
for a live

Wordsmiths Are A Wait Staff

the forever inarticulate
try desperately to use
demanding words with
syllables they can

the forever inarticulate
imagine themselves to be
beyond the rest of us
in word and deed

to them
we appear to scrape
their crumbs

if only they were learned
enough to realize
we are picking up
in earnest
meaning nearly
through their misuse

meaning that
slides away


so we wait
for their

we are


The Government’s Got Nothin’ To Do With It

the one’s who wouldn’t work
when they could’ve had a job
now think everyone’s in their
lazy-ass ghetto theatre

i’ve always worked
i’ll sell you a t.v.
i’ll sell you a hair clip
i’ll sell you my tit
for a fucking dollar

what do you think a prostitute is?
why do you think they call her a “working” girl?
it’s not about SEX, you morons.
it’s about WORK!
what part of that four letter word do you not

call girl
that’s not lazy
that’s a career…

and it’s headed up!

and i spit on you who’ve never bothered to try
to make a living
but who now cry

“we’re so poor! look what the government’s done!”

what’s the government?

look what you’ve done!

you’re still the same flat out lazy pieces a’ shit you always were
and the government’s got nothin’
to do with it.

Suzy Devere


Love Delusion No.2

Searching for a heart of gold
A teardrop after midnight
Blue eyes in the morning
Afternoon delight
Looking for a kiss
A mystery girl
Dream lover
Is what makes the world go round
But it isn’t the truth
The truth is
A 468th menstrual cycle
Beer farts
Bad sex
And 10,000 hangovers

The Kiss

For the dream is a kiss
From a street hooker
on a
ragged city street corner
on a dead
sunday morning
Feeling immortal
and laughing at the sun

Joesph Ridgwell

(These poems are part of Joseph’s excellent forthcoming collection
from Blackheath Books, LOAD THE GUNS).

Mr. Bones

If you look
at man

without his skin
and see his skeleton
you’ll notice he’s not
much different
than most
on the planet.

He has a backbone like a horse
and ribs
like a cat
and a skull
like any mammal
on all fours.

The similarity
interests me
on a basic
primal level.

Smart as we are—
rocket ships,
the knowledge of our own mortality,
science, medicine, astronomy—

we really are
just bones
from the bowels
of the earth.

The Soul Monster

I sit here
on my couch
and look at the walls

to kill.

What do we have to do
to liven up the night.

Streets, cars, walls,
malls, restaurants—
everywhere we go
it seems
people are holding back
the fire blazing
in their bones.

What else could it be
but fear
their lives.

I’m disgusted
by the whole damn race.

I don’t belong here.

I should be dancing
around a drum circle, naked,
with the rhythm of cannibals

with the flames
of a bonfire.

Right now, I’d rather
eat worms,
lick the skull of a dead man
than sit here
like a civilized chimp
feeling guilty
for craving
the taste
of blood.

David Dannov


born to be kissed
and born to be hated
born to paint with fingers
born to pour glasses of red wine
born into the light
born into the darkness and
the horror
born to wave anti-war posters
born to bow in front of the faceless flag
born not long ago
born with Joan of Arc
born with Hannibal
born with Buddha
born with the Devil
born with a cherry seed in the throat
with knife in the belly
born to be dead
born to spray seed
born to be left by the perfect woman
born with no face
born to walk on the avenues of dead
born to listen to Mahler
born to eat apples and oranges in the
summer Sunday morning
but at least I know:
there are no diamonds in the mine.

black and red

the roses colour slowly
in red

as the old men play chess
in the park

somewhere a child is dying
somewhere somebody beats his wife
somewhere in this world starts a war

somewhere someone falls in love

as the old men play chess
in the park.

the sun goes down

one spider spins his web…

….the fly is buzzing.

the old men put the chess pieces
back in the box and go.

the blood is dripping upon
the roses


this is what will be
left of me:

two closed

my heart in your hands

waiting in vain
for another turn of
this stupid dance
while the saddest song
is playing.

Peycho Kanev


I learned

while swiping her credit card
that she was a breast cancer survivor,

that her husband was in Las Vegas
attending a heating and cooling convention,

and that my blue shirt matched
the blue in my eyes.

I handed her a pen and found myself
in the unflatness of her chest.

David LaBounty


One Summer Morning

One  summer morning
there was a thick coat of ice
in your  embrace, which
I  continue to feel about twenty
summers  and counting.
I did not welcome
that experience, but I would not
give  back the good times
for all the gold in the world.
One summer morning
I  was on top of the world.
My heart  dripped with passion
and I immersed myself
in the aroma of your  love.
There was  no thick coat of ice.
I reveled  in every morning
and fell for the rhythm of your
touch.  Your dark eyes comforted me.
I could  never imagine such
a better  feeling.  One summer  morning
winter  came early.  Perhaps it was
your  way of not dragging things
out, of making things simple for me,
who  yearns for the glimmers of light,
of hope, in the darkest hours.
The  howling dogs on this summer
morning, remind me of my own
howling  for all the loveless days.

Luis  Cuauhtemoc Berriozabal


Not From Concentrate

When she left him temporarily we would
cook breakfast and get the bus to Liverpool
browse the CD racks return to an evening
of wine the Devotional videotape phone calls

smoking and racing up the stairs sharing
bath water then after lights out she would
creep into my bed hands heading under the covers
and concentrating on pleasuring herself
knowing the effect it would have on me

as I came to terms with the fact that
the orange juice was not from concentrate
and the vodka was distilled not in Russia
the sound I could hear was my pounding pulse
and her minute gasps of breath

Andrew Taylor


Ethics and  Aesthetics

if you really must kill children
then leave the corpses arranged
exquisitely, like you are commenting on
time and nonentity, not just throwing away
a few sacks of meat

or show us that throwing away meat is all you are doing,
but do it so you show that meat is all there ever is
in living children or in human reasons

kill the brats so we know that meat is all there ever is
to believe in, then as far as i’m concerned
you’re a good human being

David McLean


Robert Frost Loves Yoga Pants

You should write more like Robert Frost!
There seems to be very little about nature
or warm New Hampshire walks through
Indian summer’s beautiful embrace. You
should be more like good ole’ Frost, he
says so much and I believe he’s classically
trained. You should be able to look out
your front picture window (as you type)
and see the birds sing ( cukoo, cukoo).
You should watch the icy rain wash away
the snow as you think about cool meditations
on a warm beach while doing yoga. Quick!
Breath in the Robert Frost, breath it into
those lungs of yours, Then you should have
a nice vegetarian meal with other friends, who
in turn are all wearing yoga pants and
super tight tank tops. You discuss beauty
and nature, you discuss fruit juices while
your testicles all snug and tight in those
spandex but most important is that we chat
about Robert Frost. You should be more like
the old white head of poetry, we need you on
the side of eastern sensations.

Yours truly,
A Buddhist prayer to change you!

Frank Reardon

They Are Not Friends

Colorless memories of
slapping ass with the
bony girl who’s crack
addiction led her to peddle a
death that would not even
leave skeletal remains…

Yesterday, she cried
when you gave her 40
bucks…a salary of escape
to worlds of nothing; only
minutes that lived inside
a tin-foil pipe.

Tomorrow, her life story
might be on the obituary
page— not a long tale, but both of you knew
this when your uneasy liaison was
formed; however what happens
twelve hours from now
is unimportant.

Today is now…your search
for companionship involves
a whore with six teeth missing.

Trying to convince herself she’s human

but understanding her Cinderella redemption
has been accumulatively lost over years on the street.

One day at a time lives
in recovery books and
twelve step programs…

But sometimes…even the day
ain’t worth living.

Dan Provost

Everything is Addressed

everything is addressed that needs to be addressed.
everything is stamped with the american flag.
everything is u.s. postal service friendly.
no anarchy symbols.
no “to larry king” from “anna nicole smith’s ghost.”
everything is straight line unwavering sane.
no room for misconception.
no room for boo hoo waa waa dirty diaper ego.
look at all that white.
blameless expanse.
no scratch-n-sniff stickers.
some people are offended by those.
“oh, so you think my nose needs something NEW
to smell??? motherfucker!!!”
everything is being dropped with graceful hands
into the anonymous slot.
I will probably die for this.

Misti Rainwater-Lites



they kissed
without passion

we made love
in every state
he said
packing the
mini shampoo bottles
spraying the bags
with Lysol

we never
made love at all
she thought
throwing away
the crackers
leaving three dollars
for the maid

Puma Perl


Scorched Scalp Policy

Larry knew he had to do
something about the head lice.
even the barflies,
the rancid meat and potatoes
of his sex life, didn’t want
a man constantly itching his scalp.

after a night of Southern Comfort,
Larry doused his hair in kerosene.
he placed a bath towel on the back
of the Barca-Lounger
so as not to ruin the upholstery.
secretly, he congratulated himself.
such forethought rarely came to him
sober, let alone after night’s drunk.

he leaned back in his chair,
flicked play on the Devon porn
and lit himself a Doral cigarette.

Later, ensconced in the burn ward,
head and torso swathed in bandages,
he took grim consolation
it could have been worse.
he could have had crabs.

Fast Women and Slow Horses

my father always claimed
fast women and slow horses
would be the death of him.

ended up,
it was only pancreatic cancer.

he also advised me to stay in school,
that I wasn’t suited for manual labor.

turns out,
he was a little closer to the mark
with that one.

I never listened, regardless…
his wisdom rarely extended
beyond the flat end
of a liquor bottle.

now as I near the end
of my second decade of factory work
with my own whiskey bottle
acting as the yardstick
by which I measure my
philosophical meanderings

I know cancer will kill me

I just don’t know
what my children will
remember me by.

The Set-up

the lingerie girl straddles the bar stool,
gyrating her ass on my lap,
hand dropping down, caresses my crotch
a tingling moment before
she makes a dismissive grunt.

the guy over there,
she gestures down the bar,
gots a cannon between his legs,
holding her hands a foot apart.

Bobbie Strang…

I’d been fucking his ex-wife almost a year.
my best friend, Buffy,
has been fucking Strang’s current girlfriend
for as long as he has.

which leads me to believe
Bobbie Strang can’t be too well-hung
if his woman is high-stepping
with a guy nick-named Buffy.

then again,
I’m best friends with a guy
who goes by the name of Buffy,
and if I’d been a bit more gifted in the pants
she would have kept
her goddamned mouth shut
in the first place.

Karl Koweski


In The Abode of My Cat’s Eyes

i see nothing in her eyes
she presses and stretches
her claws to my chest

i am nothing in her eyes

not sound

and as the sun

in this small room

i can see
i am nothing
in the abode of my cat’s eyes

James Darman


It’s New Years

fire works
in the

From here
it sounds
more like
an animal
dying with
a bad cough.

It’s another
year & the
last one’s


Zach King-Smith


The Music Is Still the Same

the music’s still the same
it’s just the walls are louder
the tones and vibes are bouncing off metal
rather than brick
which makes the sound louder
rather than dense and muffled.

the music’s still the same
the voice,
the style,
the sound,
the meaning…

it’s just the world is getting bigger,
more hollow, changing into a huge void
where the tiniest bit of truth
sounds like a thunderous volcano.

it doesn’t take much anymore
because there is not much anymore.

Mike Meraz



i love the gulping sound
red wine makes poured
from a big bottle thru
it’s thin neck into my glass
like a fish gasping for air
bigger the bottle the better
small bottles make me
fearful they will empty
before the job is complete
bringing my fish of pain
to the surface
intensifying my anguish
instead of drowning it deep
within a sea of amnesia

Wolf Carstens


Understanding Man

the understanding man has arrived to foreclose you.
it seems you’re way behind on your payments.
i can’t even afford underwear that fits, you say
as the understanding man zeroes in on your belly button.
i truly do understand your predicament, the understanding man nods
but it’s time to cash in your chips.
the understanding man pulls out a large safety pin.
he proceeds to prick you.
your body deflates and the understanding man shoves it into a bottle.
the understanding man made the mistake of going home right past me.
since i too understand your predicament
i trip him. the bottle in which you flounder
flys into my hands. i run down a dark alley
to a shed. in the shed is a bicycle pump.
i pour you out of the bottle and onto the floor.
i bicycle pump you back to where you were
when you answered your door.
i put an ace bandage on the hole the understanding man pricked in you.
thanks, you say, i owe you.
next time don’t undo the chain.
but he looked so understanding! i was compelled to open the door.
be wary, fool, i smile. learn to ask questions.
the understanding men are all over the place.
they are in your hair.
they are in your drerams.
ask them many questions.
sooner or later their facade will disintegrate.
the understanding men pat your troubled heads.
their palms are oily.
the shuffling that kept you awake?
the last deck on earth.
i don’t know if the cards are marked.
one helluva game, though.
the weather gets cold and your favorite tv show shivers.
understanding men reload.
nobody wears a watch anymore.
when does knowledge mutate into instinct?
two humans felt a kiss coming on.
they stood up out of the herd.
their eyes swam synchronized.
the understanding men glued tse tse flies onto their skin.
the town crier is on his last fling.
all just might be well but can anybody truly be sure?
that town crier once was more specific
but the hot desert wind got sand in his thought process.

Scott Wannberg


For years I thought that
talking to the Gods
was an exercise done privately under unforgiving
distant stars

Ridiculous unrequited prayer
done by staring at old, cold books – with mean small print

But then I discovered
just ain’t it at all

God can be found in the ‘thank you’ voice of the guy
at the counter in the supermarket or
the quietness of a a stranger’s parking lot smile
the rattle of weeds across a dry summer Mojave
watching my unfettered fingers jump jump jumping
across the computer keys
deep in the middle of typing three hours worth of unscrubbed truth

God, for me, has turned out to be a conscious choice – a self-evoked experience

Another Day In Paradise

The clouds this morning driving over Topanga Canyon
To my new phone room job
Were a white cotton tablecloth against Big Jesus’ pepper blue work shirt

And, as I left the coast driving into the hills
The fog lifted
And I gulped my coffee and – for a change – turned off my radio
(seems that slick George has decreed that enough is enough and that these heathen towelheads will soon morph into a unilateral desert oil stain)
And – always proud to be an American – I tell myself, ‘hey it’s all okay’
I’m breathing in and out – rigth here – and I’m free white and over twenty-one – right?
While my precious National Security guarded by a man who’d think nothing’s wrong
With flaming out a few hundred-thousand babies for the small price of a 68% public approval

Sure – no pain – no gain – right?
So thanks mister president for your most singular vision of
unbuffered, unblemished, unimaginable

I think next year I’ll move to Tibet

October 2003

I met the meanest bastard starving cat while sitting with a book
Smoking half a pack of Luckies on a bench at Venice beach

He saw me and came up – white – with one green eye and one yellow eye
and a fresh slash on his scarred ear
angry as a wounded wolf he kept his distance
and his look said, ‘feed me or fuck off’
that bench you’re on is my territory

What he didn’t know is that I know desperate too – and crazy – and what emptiness and aloneness and rage can do to you when you’ve got nothing but pain in your pockets and your home is a busted-out 20 year old Pontiac stalled in an alley in West L.A. and the voices in your head are carving you up and killing more of you off each day – and you wake up and drink more rat-piss wine to keep you from instant madness and God becomes a guy coming out of the market handing  you chump change toward another fucking jug and fear is your finest feeling and love is dead and all time is dead and even your eyes stink and your gut is bloated with the screaming voices of those you hate and the only sanity can be found in the small miracle of sucking back one more drink –
That mean white cat didn’t know that I’ve been cut too
from the same cloth

The only difference between us is fifteen years and my typewriter

Hitting the Big Time

Okay, I guess now I must be really famous
because this week I’m back in Paris giving a TV interview and talking to this guy
from Liberation Magazine and this girl whose been sending me hot e-mails for a year wanting to know about writing and poetry and this and that – calls me at my friend’s flat and says we have to have a drink together

I’ve never seen her before but when I get to the bistro there’s no mistake: she’s twenty-nine and decked out in tight jeans and pink pumps – and her braless nipples push push push against the pockets of her open silk blouse

And later that night after we’ve spent all that sweaty summer afternoon feasting on each other’s body parts – and I’m back in my room alone – I check my pocket, counting my money – and estimate roughly that when I get back to L.A. at the end of the month – I’ll have a grand total of eighty dollars left – plus loose change – along with the rent due and sixteen-dollars clogging my checking account – and a stack of over-due bills to pay along with other stuff – and I figure that my newest career choice may be to go back to selling cars again or hit another office supply boiler room in Hollywood just to make ends meet –
And here I am in Paris and I’ve hit the big time
Ah fame, it’s a bitch!

Dan Fante

Previously published in Dan’s poetry collections “A gin-pissing-raw-meat-dual-carburetor-V8-son-of-a-bitch from Los Angeles” & “Kissed By A Fat Waitress.”





i’m tired of places w/ names





i’m tired of important faces





i’m tired of great men

give me a lone cat

give me a wilting flower

give me a broken pen

an empty notebook

a full jug of wine

eggs over easy

and a waitress

who doesn’t know

my name





in a cold dirty alley

i once called home

there are flowers growing

thru the concrete fissures

between the green dumpsters

and the fast-food refuse piles

someone is trying to fill my shoes tonight

w/out beauty and w/out sorrow



passing so many houses, passing so many doors

so many paths to nowhere, so many exits

and now here is home, thru this wooden door

into these hollow walls , the oak dresser

the marble end table , the cracked lampshade

the stained carpet ,the worn couch

the stars look good tonight, with a half a bottle of wine



what is this vessel called home?

this endless river

come to rest

in the Atlantic ocean

or on 2nd avenue

or in the night sky

so empty?

with grief

and sorrow






what strange birds; green feathers and white heads

peck the ground and sip at rancid puddles in the yard

raccoons climbing thru the trees off the roof

into the garbage cans; eating yesterdays meal

iguanas frozen stiff in the limbs of palm trees

tongues leering out the sides of their mouths

And now a burping and farting garbage truck

w/ men leaning off the side smiling in straw hats

my wine isn’t strong enough to live with machines


across the driveway

moving left

moving right

gathering in piles

drunk on the wind


the sun is almost unbearable

and the birds seem to know it

they squawk and cry above

i push the pedals of my bike

taking up the whole road

the cars honk and wave their fists

and they’ll do this all day long

moving down the road trapped

as i drink a bottle of wine

and fry some eggs and sausage


i have no home

a lifetime

of park benches, of jail cells

of hospital beds, of hotel rooms

of hard floors, of grave earth

a lifetime

lost in the garden of the night’s stars


nothing but water and silence

some life still goes on visiting

a large beetle bouncing around

in the wind and trees outside

until a small green lizard pounces

no wine today but the wind moves on



a deep frozen river

in my chest

i fill it with wine

and take a long piss

in the bushes

then wander

down the




hundreds of birds fill the trees

singing their violent morning song

waking me from my deep slumber

i rise and light a cigarette


and strong wind sways the branches


and the birds scatter


i draw back the curtains

letting in the grey sky

a small lizard sits on

the window sill

he moves slowly away

and eats a spider

i move outside and watch

the neighbor water his gardenias


the wind is blowing strong

i go out to check the mail

there is nothing in the box

black vultures fly above on grey clouds;

aviators in the void : here- then gone

How Could I Feel Alone With So Many Imaginary Friends?

I walked through the Eastside Neighborhood park
on my way to grab a free cup of coffee from the grocery store.
I hadn’t been there for a couple years.
The big cottonwood tree still keeps watch
over the ghosts of children past
that are now doctors nurses teachers
garbage men bartenders and bag boys.
The tether ball chain still pings against the pole.
I was thinking about how bad things are right now
and how hungry alone and blind I am.|
If life is what you make it
I’ve created a monster
and I use too many cliches
because they are proven to work.
I sat under the gazebo and remembered
when I had no place to go
I’d shoot cocaine here
under the stars
finding my vein by the light of the moon
my ears ringing
chewing my tongue
talking to people that weren’t actually there
about how I would be somebody
and they agreed with me
but first I needed
one more hit.
Oh how invisible I really was.
I grabbed my coffee and walked away.
I didn’t say a word.
The stars were coming out
it was a good time to go home.

Jason “Juice” Hardung



at sixteen i walked down Sunset Blvd. knowing i owned the world
but not caring for anything of substance


found a crack-whore who sucked my cock for five bucks
her broken teeth tucked back behind peeling lips
her frayed tongue working my piss slit, veins, and balls


cumming in her throat without a thought or worry, or passing
fascination with her next destination

that night i walked into my girlfriends house, my soul on fire


her lips worked the same cock in the same way but when
i left five dollars on her sofa i noted…

nothing really changed

Jack Henry



wouldn’t it
be funny
as hell
if we
as adults
to our

yr 39 year old
down 5th avenue
in yr canary yellow,
or shopping
for groceries
in yr blue & gray

it’s totally funny
& totally untrue
b/c the person
that wore
those clothes
no longer exists
that boy
or girl
has been broken
into submission
by parents,

today’s t- shirt
would read,
and the hoodie
would proclaim,

of anarchy
you possessed
as a child
has been
chipped away


Wolfgang Carstens


I Would Never Let You Down

I would never let you down

he was singing those words
in the morning
opening the door into
the dark rooms
I would never let you down
he was singing
as he reached
into his dirty pockets
pulled out 2 bags of dope
a bag of coke
he was holding his Budweiser
he was singing
I would never you down

Puma Perl


Ending Our Relationship

All these roads I want
to cover with dirt, travel

by horse, Eastwood scowl

in the middle of eighteen

chimpanzees riding ponies

and grinding cigars

with yellow teeth

red eyes glaring like mars

amongst all that black fur

my chest open to the sun

before I find her

and do the snake thing



share the bottle with my clan

then let the eighteen have their way

with her all at once

gang ape rape while I stand

outside, back to the window

moon grinning retarded down on me

screams beating my drums, stroking

my black horse; a tear trickles

into the corner of my mouth

and I swallow it like vodka, cringe

mount and ride off with the eighteen

daffy monkeys jumping with the footfalls of their ponies.

See you around


Mathias Nelson